Personal Tarot Summary (18.09.2020)

• Don't take it personally

If someone speaks unkindly to you, remember; its a reflection of them and what they have going on in their life. Sometimes people say unkind or hurtful things as a way to project their own emotions and feelings that they cannot communicate or deal with for whatever reasons. Perhaps, they were just having a shitty day and accidentally projected or perhaps its an on-going issue for them. Ultimately, whatever their reasons are, they're nothing to do with you. People shouldn't take their shitty mood or insecurieties out on others but something they do and people get caught in the crossfire. Any decent person, would apologise if their aware enough to know what they've done or understand how their actions may have affected others, however at the same time, don't hold your breath because not that many people are self-aware enough to notice or perhaps, even care, about their collateral damage.

Bear in mind, that sometimes, people don't realise how wrong their actions were until someone breaks it down for them. It's not your responsibility to do this, however by voicing your concerns or clearing the air, or addressing the matter could make you feel better. But still, sometimes people don't have enough awareness to understand the consequences of their actions and may spend a lot of their time denying any wrongdoing or responsibility due to lack of awareness and understanding. Most people don't want to be dicks which is why they find it so hard to accept responsibility that they were being a dick at that time. Overall, it's probably best to let the issue go, don't carry someone else's burdens. Let them live their own life, make their own mistakes and choices and continue to spread love and light on your pathway.

• Story of my Life

This tied in greatly to the card previously. Even in the toughest parts of life, even the evilest of characters are still trying to do their best whether their actions are right or wrong. At the base of it all, everyone is just trying to get through the day in the chaotic society we live in and sometimes that's incredibly difficult. Nobody is perfect and we all make mistakes. Let's not hold others to an incredibly high standard, when we know firsthand ourself, how incredibly unpleasant that is when it comes from our own voice inside our heads. Once again, focus on your own path, doing your best, spending light, lightning others burdens and helping guide them on their way.

• Nature

Unleash nature, spend time in trees. Plants were recently purchased, you smelled them today and you showed care and love to them. Embrace this. Listen to that calling inside you which has told you to take a hike in nature, to go for a drive in the forrest. Listen to your intuition calling you, your guides are lighting the way to some much needed natural rejuvenation.

• Tolerance

You appreciate others point of view because you sense the love in everyone.This links to the first two cards of the reading. You know that nobody intentionally wants to be a dick and sometimes even though the words they say are dick-ish or their behaviour is jerk-is, you know that at the base of it all it is coming from a place of love. A place of wanting to do right a place of fear perhaps. You understand this and you're aware of the inner battle some people have with facing the truth and that is why your tolerant of all their comments, hurtful or not, because you are aware. You are aware that their actions speak louder than their words. You see their denial despite their proclaims. You are an empath and you love unconditionally. You will love and offer forgiveness even if they've hurt you in ways they will never admit or understand. You are a being of universal love and creativity.

• Elevation

You are making the conscious decision to raise your vibration of love. Ties into the previous cards, reinforces the message.

• Commitment

You dedicate yourself to your beliefs wholeheartedly, knowing that love is the essence of your very being. Similarly to what was highlighted previously. Some people are in denial, some people dont like to admit to their wrong doings and they will throw every rock at you with hopes to bring you down in order to make themselves feel better. You know this and the more you radiate love and forgiveness the less opportunity they have to hurt you. They can't hurt someone who comes from a place of constant understanding and love. This will only irritate and anger them more because the reaction they want is anger, they want you to throw a low blow to make them feel better to give them a reason to continue the fight and to paint you out as the bad person. They will do anything to bring you down. But love, and they shall not.

• Queen of Wands

Feminine, bubbly, happiness, occult, uplifting, positivity, radiating energy, deep intuition, extreme focus, fire and strength, power, natural essence.

• The Hierophant (Reversed)

Feeling restricted, as is everybody during the global pandemic. Feeling there is too many rules and regulations and structures, resulted in a loss of control. True, many things have been flipped on their head this year, what was meant to be is nothing but a flicker of a star in the sky of an alternate universe. You demand flexibility in your life, a strong desire to go ahead and break free of the shackles of convention and question the ultimate traditions. You know the fire inside burns strong, the fight to defeat the challenge still lingers, but pause. Do not waste all of your energy before you have even entered the ring. Let the motivation build up be but aware of frustrations, frustration is a waste of energy. Flexibility may be, for the time being, be off the table.

• Ace of Cups

New emotional beginnings, emotional awakening, new creativity and spiritual wellbeing, intuition and an opportunity to put the past behind you. Listen to your inner voice, it will guide you to your destination. Remain true to yourself and follow your heart.

• The Star

Aquarius card, positivity, rejuvenation, hope and renewed faith. This card shows that now is the healing after the trauma, it reminds you that you have everything you need around you and that the universe will continue to bless you and your pathway. You have power and resilience which perhaps you are not aware of at the current moment, have faith and the universe will bless you. you have overcome such a great deal that you are capable of many powerful and mind-blowing things, and the universe will work with you to provide you the opportunities to shine, but you must heal and rejuvenate and make use of the opportunities and offers made to you. You have the strength to continue, you have the power to thrive.

• Wheel of Fortune

Self wisdom, fate, Aquarius energy, wisdom of the Gods and the underworld. Life is a continuous cycle of good and bad, and what goes up must always come down. When bad things occur, learn your lesson and take notice of everything as you remember that nothing is forever, nothing is permanent and there is always the other side. No matter whether you are a God or a soul, nobody is immune the cycle of fate and what will be shall be without an interference.

• Six of Wands (Clarity)

Success, victory, triumph and recognition. You have used your skills and magnificent talents to achieve the goals you desired and now you shall recieve reconigiton. You shall be publicly award, despite the set back of the global pandemic, your achievements will still be recognised. You have successfully moved forward despite the fear and confusion that come before and you deserve to cherish and relish in all of the good things you have earned and that are to come. The wheel of fortune will always turn, you braved the darkness and now your here to celebrate the success and everything you have earned. Take this as an example for other areas of your life which may be in the darkness currently, it is not forever and you can champion through with inner skills and ability.

• Four of Pentacles

You know you are in a position where you are saving. you have had the opportunity to get some financial stability and now you crave more. It is ok to be cautious and the energy is strong. You know what you need to do. You have a desire to build your empire now.

• Overall Three of Swords and The Devil

Pain and grief are normal parts of life although they may be deeply painful. We need pain in order to teach us so we don't make the same mistakes again or at least so we are more cautious and aware the next time around. Pain shapes us in to the survivors and warriors we are today and although the suffering, betrayal and pain is difficult, it moulds us into the best we can be. Sometimes life gives us no choice but to be knocked down, however our future and fate depends on whether or not we get back up again, this time more prepared and equip for the future. Be aware also, of any cycles or bad habits you are keeping yourself a victim too. You have the power, despite how difficult it may seem to break away from toxic relationships and to grow. These toxic environments you are keeping yourself in may be causing you the pain and repeated suffering your seeing that is knocking your confidence and is influencing you to believe your life path and cycle is consistent negativity and pain. Channel your energy and power to highlight these areas in your life and work hard, and effectively to sever those ties for your greater good.

• Bottom of the Deck - Eight of Pentacles

You must strive to be the best, do not be afraid to ask for help, you will master your trade and your hard work will pay off.

• Postcard from Spirit 1

Acceptance. Let go of unrealistic expectations and see things as they really are and not how you'd like them to be. Take of those rose-tinted glasses. You will be surprised how things will fall into place when you realise the unrealistic expectation. When you refuse to accept things then things get messy, life gets messy. You act messy and your world is in chaos, tension and disarray. Acceptance is your best friend. Don't try and force circumstances or manipulate change. Learn to face what is exactly in-front of you with your eyes wide open and then decide whether to stay or go, sink or swim, change or not. Acceptance is the key to freedom.

• Postcard from Spirit 2

There is balance between activity and rest. You can't have one without the other. If you are faced with an obstacle right now, your best course is to surrender and non-resist. Soon enough, you will see how easy it is to naturally flow around the issue. Acceptance is your best friend. Change your perspective and then change your plan.

Now is one of those times you must trust the river of your life, go with the flow and soon you will reach where your heart and hopes are set upon. Spirit will keep your head above water and will direct the currents. When its time for a greater effort from you, then you will know and you will need to flex those manifesting muscles. It can be difficult to manage the flow of life and the variety of cycles within it but as you develop throughout your life, so will your skills. Enjoy the flow, trust the current and don't worry, we're smiling at your success with our little umbrella drinks.