Talking about My Spiritual Gifts...

"Psychic power is the ability to download information directly from the Universe"

-Lada Ray

My family may come from a more psychic background than myself I believe, but it can be hard to be certain without having the direct conversation with them.

You maybe wondering, Why don't you just have the conservation with them?

You can find more information about my view on my families abilities in this post here.

Anyway, this isn't about my family. It's about me.

So let me begin....

I believe I am a Star Seed. From researching into this I also discovered, I am a Crystal Child. Alongside being a Star Seed and Crystal Child, I have inherited or perhaps strengthened some of my families previous psychic abilities as a result of the combination of my StarSeed past and my families natural abilities.

Before I get into what my Psychic/Spiritual abilities are, let me give you a little information on being a StarSeed and Crystal Child.

A StarSeed is an individual who (believes they) originated from another planet, dimension or world and are delivered in Earth with the goal of accomplishing and completing a mission. The answer of whether you are a StarSeed is found within your birth chart. My birth chart shows, I incarnated into 3 alien races however, my origin was either Orion or Arcturus with equal incarnations in both. I believe from reading up, my initial origin was on Arcturus.

Let's talk about Orion...

Orion, the constellation, you may know as being the owner of Orion's Belt. It is one of the best known constellations in the sky and it's easily recognisable. It's also named after the Greek huntsman Orion if you're into Greek mythology. There are many stories documented surrounding Orion's life and death in Greek mythology and you can read those for yourself in your own time if you want. However to set this scene, I will share a version I found to give context of how the Greek huntsman ended up in the stars.

Orion was a great huntsman, so much so he boasted he could rid the Earth of all wild animals. However, this angered Gaia (Mother Earth Goddess) who sent a Giant Scorpion to defeat Orion. Orion tried to battle the Scorpion, however, soon realised he couldn't win. He jumped into the Sea, to avoid the Scorpion and Apollo (The Sun God), tricked his twin sister Artemis to shoot the object in the water. Being as skilled as she was, she hit the target and it was only upon retrieving it that she realised it was Orion. She apparently begged the gods including Zeus to bring him back to life, but they refused. So, Artemis put Orion (her hunting partner and friend) amongst the stars with his two dogs, so she see him every night.

Take that as you will but remember; there are a vast variety of stories for Orion's downfall and some are not as pleasant as others. Just to keep things friendly, I chose this story as one of the less violent in nature.

Let's introduce Arcturus...

Arcturus is a red giant star in the constellation Boötes (the herdsman). As one of the brightest stars in the sky, Arcturus, at 36.7 lightyears away, Scientists say will become a white dwarf at the end of its life. The Arcturus Stream, is believed to be the remnants of a dwarf galaxy that collided with the Milky Way. An average age for Arcturus is around 7.1 billion years old but nobody can be certain. A quick google search will give you some more fun facts on Arcturus if you desire.

The StarSeeds

The stories surrounding the stars and planets themselves, don't really have that much effect on the person; as it's more about the traits of the beings from those areas that are reflected within the StarSeed. If you're interested, I will try to make a post about the StarSeed traits and what mine are being an Orion and Arcturus StarSeed.

My Spiritual Gifts

Now as promised, here are some of my psychic abilities excluding those from my StarSeed lives. These gifts I feel are more inline with what I potentially inherited from my family;

• Being Claircognizant - Meaning being able to know information without actually knowing how you know it or, knowing something is going to happen before it happens (this could be through experiencing visions, daydreams or via night dreams).

• Being Clairsentient - Meaning being able to sense other people's energy or emotions (negative or positive), and draw conclusions about their thoughts and how they're feeling. It's having or using your intuition about a feeling, about other people's feelings or energies. This could be utilised with Tarot Reading for example.

• Being an Empath - Meaning being a highly sensitive person who can feel the energy (positiver or negative) and feelings of people (and even objects) around them. Empaths feel everything so very deeply, even if the emotion isn't there's directly. Empaths can and usually do take on another person's pain.

Note: The difference between Clairsentient and Empaths is that Empath's usually have no awareness or control over the exchange or 'downloading' of other's emotions whereas, Clairsentient people can sense and intuitively use it as Spiritual knowledge and Guidance.

• Being Clairaudient - Meaning being able to hear communications by Spirit, Spirit Guides, Angels or Paranormal.

None of these abilities, I harness are unique to me. People can share a range of abilities with other people. If you share some of these same abilities, you can work on strengthening them to improve your ability overall if you want too.

Personally, I think my Clairaudience ability is quite low however, I am satisfied with it because I am happy with what I am able to pick up on. I could seek to improve it just in certain area's such as; contacting Higher Self, Spirit Guides and Angels. Yet, I have no interest in developing my Clairaudience ability to the point of becoming/enhancing psychic (abilities) and being able to contact the paranormal (although inherently, I should be able to contact the paranormal due to my families abilities and I potentially have had experiences but have overlooked them due to my Spiritual Door being closed).

If you don't already know....

When I say my "Spiritual Door being closed" I mean my door to access the Paranormal realm is shut, you could say my antenna is turned off. I don't wish to access that realm or those planes and receive messages from the deceased who may be now in Spirit form. At the same time, I recognise that we are all Spirits and by asking my Higher Self and my ancestors for guidance, I am connecting "Spirit". I have been able to access the Astral Realm and I have activated my Chakra's although I prefer guidance to come to me through Tarot. I appreciate and recognise the dark energy which is out within the Universe and I try very hard to project love and light to keep my vibration high during Past Life Regressions and Astral Projecting.

I do not appreciate the use of dark magic or Ouija boards. I feel like all Spirit's should be treated with respect from the past to the present and should have their power, knowledge and ability treated with the upmost respect as well.

You would not walk into someone's house and start demanding to speak to the head of the household. This is the kind of respect which should be given when working with Spirit and Spirit Guides. You cannot just demand from these sacred beings. As much as they are there to help and guide you, I feel they will only reveal what is absolutely necessary and only when you have established a firm relationship. This could be why it takes so many people to have a break through with things such as Past Life Regression and Astral Projection. It takes time and our bond with our Higher Self and Spirit grows stronger as we continue our Spiritual Journey.

If you feel you don't share any of these abilities then perhaps, do your own research in discovering what your own unique abilities are and work on strengthening them in the ways provided. There is a wide range of Spiritual abilities and everybody is different.

I have always had a strong pull towards Ancient Egypt, Greece and Rome as well as, having experiences where I have excelled in performance surrounded these areas. I do believe, it is possible I had past lives in Egypt, which I am yet to discover. I have been told that some of my Spirit guides, are particularly Shaman's and Spirit Animals. Although, I haven't completely explored these yet. For example; I have learned I have a strong connection with the Leopard which can represent itself in the form of cats as well as, other animals.

I had a large Leopard toy given to me as a gift when I was a child, the Leopard was roughly the width of a double bed. Also, I have a name plaque I received when I was younger, which says the definition of my name and in the background of this plaque is a Leopard. According to Ancient Egypt, the Leopard was a sign of divinity (god like) and the Spirit Animal is considered to be Sacred and give sound advice. Leopard's also represent successful warriors. Leopards as we know; are fast and stealthy creatures with senses far greater than those of humans, linking to the greater awareness channelled and the Leopard's spots lead many to believe, he was a shapeshifter, which could be interpreted as having the ability to travel realms. Leopard's as a Spirit Animal, are known to come after tremendous suffering. The role of the Leopard helps you to take back power as both a counsellor and a healer. A leopard encourages you to embrace your uniqueness and be proud of your scars as "A Leopard can't change its spots". The Leopard will work with you when making decisions moving forward, as you grow and transform in unexpected ways. On top of all this Leopard energy ,there is also the fact I grew up with cats for the majority of my life and my first tattoo when I turned 18 was a Sphynx Cat. It's safe to say, I feel the Leopard energy strongly in my life.

Unfortunately, I can't really comment on the Shaman Spirit guide at this current moment, because I need to explore that through meditation and attempt to connect with my ancestors. Hopefully, you can see through the Leopard Spirit Animal, how it works though. The same applies for my past lives in Egypt; these experiences would be drawn from Meditation processes.

One other thing I would like to mention is, consistently in my Tarot when I contact my Higher Self is the reminder than I was sent to break cycles and get "certain people" back on track.I believe in my life so far, 24 years, I have been the end of at atleast two cycles. Both which are very personal for me and both which had a very big impact on myself and the people around me. Now I think about it, there was probably also some collateral to those two broken cycles which effected other people, increasing my overall impact.

You could even wonder, if knowing how painful my journey in life was going to be, in regards to being the break in the cycle, is that why I was gifted with the Spirit Animal of a Leopard, to help me be a warrior and channel my inner power?

These are the types of questions I sit with during my meditation's, regressions and day/night dreams. Gradually, trying to connect the dots in order to get better understanding and knowledge, rediscover myself and connect with my Higher Self to reveal my ultimate power.

I hope you enjoyed this little personal piece on myself and my abilities anyway.

Stay safe, and until next time.

Peace and love x